okok Mentor! heres the post... haha...Was quite busy as usual again these weeks, thus the rare update... still am busy, but i guess i wanted this time to reflect.
My life has been like some people might put it, a "roller coaster ride of emotions", but just a mild one... have been doing some hard thinking about certain things, so if some of u may realise me keeping real quiet, now u know the reason... sometimes we know that things cannot go our way, yet we just want it to... cause of our selfish nature, much as we can be forgiven, i still commit this non-selfless love, something i am struggling with ALL the time...
Another thing i am facing is still the problem on sensitivity... i understand that it is good to be a little sensitive, but not too much, well, i must say i am improving... and tts good...
And the last thing i want someone to tell me is "Glad u found out this about yourself finally", because this is definately not gonna help in anyway whatsoever...(somepeople did say this to me before, thats y i am pointing it out), but rather, u can say, if u wish to "In which areas can i help u?" or something like that...
Anyways, finally could spend some time with my DG for a Dinner... we had dinner on Friday at Bukit timah plaza, some restaurant at the basement 2...forgot the name... "Wishbone" i think...It was a good time... we chatted, talked about things such as charismatics to prayer... it was an interesting time...
On saturday, i made myself useful by going for a newspaper collection thingy, conducted by BA CARES, some community service...it was fun... have to apologise to peiwen and esther and mildred, that i kinda pangsei-ed them in the end, cause i joined another group... but at that time, it was like, i felt torn...haha... i really dunno which one to join... both sides have my friends...
so to peiwen and esther: that act of me going to the other group, dont take it too seriously, it did not mean much...
As usual, went to church today, but wad was unusual was that i went for yourh cell... haha! i have kinda been skipping it these few weeks... a reason was cause i am lazy to wake up... but there are other reasons too... one is cause i feel that i should not be taking on too many bible studies... right now i have 2 at crusade(year 2 and year 3), and 1 for saturday BS... total = 3, excluding sunday BS... another reason is that i feel that i am not really getting much outta this sunday BS... Well, i must say, what lawrence say i rite, we should not always come to take and take, we should also come to give... and that if we say we are not ready to give, den when are we really ready? But somehow i still think there is a chance of me ending up not committing to this sunday BS... enough said...
Qingwen is leaving ngee ann crusade and moving on to singapore poly crusade... shocking news for me... oh well... God has a plan... Year 3 DG outing this wed!
have been watching my sister's DVDs "The OC" and i love it... haha... watching it really make me envious of their lifestyle...on to the second season already... hoping for the 3rd season DVDs to come out soon...
Catched a little singapore idol sometimes... who are my favourates, and who i hope will get to the Top 5? hmm... i would say Paul Twohill, Rahimah Rahim, Jonathan Leong, Matilda D'Silva, Hady... haha... the first 2 are kinda my favorites... i like their personality --> Mysterious... i love it... of course their voice too... well, i did write these in order of whom i liked the most to the least... so go figure... i know that what i am gonna say now is not gonna be pleasing to some of you, even some of my friends, but please dun stone me even after i say it, if u wanna see it, highlight it, if u highlighted it, and get furious, dun blame me! hahaha! ==> I dun like Jay, i dun think he will be the next singapore idol...i give him 3 more rounds to be out, i know he has alot of supporters, but i still dun like him... haha! he cant sing english songs, chinese, maybe, but not english... okok, i have ranted out my grievances...
Integrated presentation is coming so soon, and rite after that will be the exams, and den the holidays, man... passing so so fast...
Alexander
My life has been like some people might put it, a "roller coaster ride of emotions", but just a mild one... have been doing some hard thinking about certain things, so if some of u may realise me keeping real quiet, now u know the reason... sometimes we know that things cannot go our way, yet we just want it to... cause of our selfish nature, much as we can be forgiven, i still commit this non-selfless love, something i am struggling with ALL the time...
Another thing i am facing is still the problem on sensitivity... i understand that it is good to be a little sensitive, but not too much, well, i must say i am improving... and tts good...
And the last thing i want someone to tell me is "Glad u found out this about yourself finally", because this is definately not gonna help in anyway whatsoever...(somepeople did say this to me before, thats y i am pointing it out), but rather, u can say, if u wish to "In which areas can i help u?" or something like that...
Anyways, finally could spend some time with my DG for a Dinner... we had dinner on Friday at Bukit timah plaza, some restaurant at the basement 2...forgot the name... "Wishbone" i think...It was a good time... we chatted, talked about things such as charismatics to prayer... it was an interesting time...
On saturday, i made myself useful by going for a newspaper collection thingy, conducted by BA CARES, some community service...it was fun... have to apologise to peiwen and esther and mildred, that i kinda pangsei-ed them in the end, cause i joined another group... but at that time, it was like, i felt torn...haha... i really dunno which one to join... both sides have my friends...
so to peiwen and esther: that act of me going to the other group, dont take it too seriously, it did not mean much...
As usual, went to church today, but wad was unusual was that i went for yourh cell... haha! i have kinda been skipping it these few weeks... a reason was cause i am lazy to wake up... but there are other reasons too... one is cause i feel that i should not be taking on too many bible studies... right now i have 2 at crusade(year 2 and year 3), and 1 for saturday BS... total = 3, excluding sunday BS... another reason is that i feel that i am not really getting much outta this sunday BS... Well, i must say, what lawrence say i rite, we should not always come to take and take, we should also come to give... and that if we say we are not ready to give, den when are we really ready? But somehow i still think there is a chance of me ending up not committing to this sunday BS... enough said...
Qingwen is leaving ngee ann crusade and moving on to singapore poly crusade... shocking news for me... oh well... God has a plan... Year 3 DG outing this wed!
have been watching my sister's DVDs "The OC" and i love it... haha... watching it really make me envious of their lifestyle...on to the second season already... hoping for the 3rd season DVDs to come out soon...
Catched a little singapore idol sometimes... who are my favourates, and who i hope will get to the Top 5? hmm... i would say Paul Twohill, Rahimah Rahim, Jonathan Leong, Matilda D'Silva, Hady... haha... the first 2 are kinda my favorites... i like their personality --> Mysterious... i love it... of course their voice too... well, i did write these in order of whom i liked the most to the least... so go figure... i know that what i am gonna say now is not gonna be pleasing to some of you, even some of my friends, but please dun stone me even after i say it, if u wanna see it, highlight it, if u highlighted it, and get furious, dun blame me! hahaha! ==> I dun like Jay, i dun think he will be the next singapore idol...i give him 3 more rounds to be out, i know he has alot of supporters, but i still dun like him... haha! he cant sing english songs, chinese, maybe, but not english... okok, i have ranted out my grievances...
Integrated presentation is coming so soon, and rite after that will be the exams, and den the holidays, man... passing so so fast...
Alexander
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