i have been thinking about my reflections yesterday... maybe i was a little unfair with wad i said...and yes, i reflected further on edward's advice, not to let my emotions take control of me... of course life is not easy, it will never be...

firstly, i guess i must be less emotional, and less sensitive... something i must really change... else it might affect the people around me... badly...

a friend once said she realised i was the competitive type... not tt its no good, but its bad if overdone... well, i always try not to be competitive... if i do, ever show it out, through words, den it must be some sarcasm i am displaying... or trying to motivate people...

well... meeting tmr... the first one... hope we do well man...


"Must Get Out"
I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This is not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

When I was
Fumbling through your dresser drawer forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through

I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out