a tiring 2 days for me... wad a nervous wreck i was... worrying every moment... for the test... went for the 2 practices the 2 previous days, got scolded alot... well, last nite was nervous to the point where i felt a little sick... i even thought i was catching the flu from my sis...

anyway, the day arrived, went to the centre in the afternoon, was still nervous, went for the warmup, did a little mistakes... instructor explained certain things, den brought me to the test waiting area... den finally the test... well... was a little nervous... everything was kinda alrite... only tt certain things which i was usually ok at went bad... about 2 times almost immediate failures... and both were within the school itself... after going out of the school, wasnt really concentrating about what the tester was telling me... and did not go the direction as told... well... he said it was ok... and everyone makes mistakes... well, finally test over, went to the briefing room with the tester, he calculated the points, den said to me, "sorry mr tang, but u will have to try again." just these few words... but i was amazingly not tt sad... in fact the feeling i had was just tt feeling of relieve... perhaps cause i felt worse the previous day... he said i was dangerous... hahhaa...

well, thanx to all my friends who were so concerned about how i was feeling, after i msged them that i failed... people like my parents, sister, cindy, melissa, edward teo... prob the reason y i did not feel discouraged was cause i came to realise that i'm not the only one who fails on the first attempt... well, 90% of the people i know fails on the first attempt... haha... den the tester after telling me that i need to try again, kept on telling me, dun be discouraged, and blah blah blah... overall a nice guy... not the kind of tester i would have expected...

well... tts about it... i failed... i will try again... hopefully i will be able to put the orangy red triangle up within the next attempt...