Once again, another year has past... this is probably gonna be my last blog entry for 2005, cause i'll be going to spend the countdown in church...who spends countdowns at home anyway...hahaha...

This year has been quite a fulfilling one for me... learnt alot, hopefully and prayerfully, i will be able to apply them... By God's grace, i have made alot of friends, whether in school, at church, or even outside... He has let me know more people, thus knowing more of the world...

I was quite participative this year, joining so many things, having so many commitments... whether in church, where i am in the youth council, the church choir, worship backup singer, or at school, whether i have joined the Student coordinators, and then the student coordinating officer, gone for camps such as iDARE, or whether in my CCA, which is campus crusade, where i have become a bible study group leader, a worship leader...

Well, so many commitments, so much so that i hurt myself sometimes by getting the feeling of an overcommitment and wanting to give up, but i told myself to always hold on... and i think i did hold on, and now, here i am, at the end of the road 2005, saying goodbye to all the troubles, problems i got myself into... rather spicy year i must say...

So many events, commitments, making new friends... discovering old ones... reconciling with some people... well, trying my best at least... i have got to learn to be more independent...

other commitments such as studying, family, friends... these are the more impt ones... well, the most important would still be my relationship with God...

But guess wad... my commitments doesnt end there... i still have to learn driving this year... well, havent completed yet... i wont say here when my test date is, if u wanna know, u can ask me... visits to the gyms, tring to be regular, but due to studying, cant be sometimes...

through this year, the Alex has kinda been evolved, you would have known "alex" as a quiet and shy, timid and all agreeing guy... but this has kinda more or less changed... cause i made the effort to... well, yes, i forced myself to... and it has kinda worked... the "alex" you will see now is a not shy, lame, dare to do, spiced up, adventurous, not always agreeing guy... the old "alex" has passed on, that character has been passed on to someone who needed it more... i dunno who... but well, now i am changed... this year was just a transition... next year, people will see wad the new alex is like... haha...

I want so many things... new things... i wanna mp3, i wanna handphone, i wanna shoes, i wanna bags, i wanna driving license, i wanna adidas jacket, i wanna so many thigns... but most of all, i want MORE OF GOD!!!

I would just like to thank some people for this year who made my life more pleasant, exciting, less boring, and made me feel welcomed, people who changed me...

My Family - Who has always been close to me, esp my mother... and my sister, always fun crapping...

Church
Cindy Chiam - Really had lotsa fun being lame with you... that laughter of yours is sometimes shocking though... had fun going out with you, chatting... and stop fighting with me lah ok...hahaha...have fun with ALL your friends this new year...

Alvin Ng - My mentor, also had lotsa fun chatting with you, sometimes hearing your troubles, might not be able to solve most of them cause i might not have gone through that yet... but i am still ever willing to hear your troubles and try my best to help if possible...

Daniel Chiam - My advisor for the council this year... really thank you for grooming me to become more like a leader, really learnt alot from you... sorry if sometimes you feel discouraged when i dont do certain things...

Lawrence Che - Thanks for guiding me also in the council, for all the advise you give in the meeting, and all the times you gave me a lift in your car to somewhere... haha...

Dora and Chewyee - You 2 are so funny... hahha... love taking photos with you all... haha...

Eugene Chong - haha... they say you are donald duck... haha... had fun working with you in the SY council this year... hope we can work together again soon...

Eunice Chong - haha, you really give me lotsa laughs man... thanx for all your nagging, really helped me to think alot... and thank for lending me the book, the children's novel, though i hate reading novels, i found that book rather interesting and it pushed me on to read it...

School
My Project Group mates - haha, though i am new to your group, i have really adapted in there quite fast, only that still quitye scared of you all arguing sometimes...

Melissa and Shaoping - My SCO partners... i love you both man... really hope to work well with you both in the orientation...

The SCOs and MCs in BA Society - Thanks for all the fun everyone contributed, really love it, lets work closer together to have a wonderful orientation programme for the freshies this coming holidays...

Sydney Ng - Brother! haha... been seeing quite little of you of late... haha, din see you in lectures... thanks for making me feel wanted at times when i felt lonely, which is so many times...haha, u must be enjoying your wife now right? riding her all around singapore... hope the wheels of your wife will stay intact just like our friendship will stay intact ya! hahaha...

My Dg members, Zheng Bin, Shaowei, Jonathan Szeto, Daniel Woon, and Shawn - I really hope you all will grow more in the Word, be grounded... Let the Spirit feel you... hope to see you all in DGs more often ya! dun skip! hahaha...

My Blog - For throwing all my troubles here... hahaha...

Last but not least, in fact, the most, i would like to thank GOD, who has always been constantly leading and guiding me, punishing me when needed, moulding me... Thank You Lord...

Well, it will so be, then, that the year 2005 has been a history, the year 2006 is coming, the future is still unclear to me... but will soon be revealed... and i cant seem to wait... i want 2006 to come, cause i sense a more exciting year ahead... so well, till den folks, i my next entry will be in 2006, january... See all...