Its been long since i penned down my story, so, this will be a continuation of my life's story... hmm, where shall i start? ok, will pen down wadeva comes to my mind, meaning will not be in order chronologically...
Gym so far is good, not going that often now cause very very very super duper busy... anyway, will be going tomorrow in the morning again... finally completed the synopsis for the IEF project and handed in liao... that is a super killer, and that was wad made me super busy, i tell u, that is a super crazy subject... really pray that i wont fail this, hope can get an AD for it, haha, cause the teacher say that if get an A, they will automatically push up to AD, so i aim for AD... i will be damn Happy lor... anyway, i got a good teacher for my IEF, Miss Koh Poh Tee, another teacher that i truly respect through my years of education... the first was Mr Kelvin Lim from primary school, second was Mrs Jeanette Wee from Secondary school, and i think from poly, it will be Miss Koh Poh Tee (the third one) these three teachers, i respect because they know wad they are teaching, and they care...
Havent completely completed ief project, cause still have to do presentation... where we will have to wear really formal...anyway, thats after common tests... and i just realised there is a sudden pop-up of projects, can u imagine, my whole group stayed in school till 9pm in the library to research for ief synopsis for about 2 to 3 days man... that is crazy... suddenly 3 projects appeared out of nowhere... shocked man... and all of them have to be handed in within 2 weeks after the common tests week, hmm, will have to rush that right after the tests den... talking about tests, next week will be my study break, but tt doesnt mean i will have time to go out have fun, haha, going to study like mad dog next week, got lotsa things still gotta figure out, about the accounting, the international economics and other stuff... haiz... May God help me!!!
Campus crusade is still ok so far, my wednesdays, thursdays and fridays are taken up by crusade, wednesday my freshman DG, thursday my year 2 DG, friday my LIFE or SLT meeting... my freshman are superb man, and i really wanna give thanks to God for giving me such good freshman, Praise the Lord, i thought i was only gonna have like 2 or 3 freshman in my DG, but guess wad!!! i have another 4, which makes my DG have 7 members now, haha... and they are all so cool... went for LIFE meeting just now, was supposed to be the chairman for the AGM thingy, but benjamin took over cause i had SOMETHING on before that and was late... u wanna noe wad that SOMETHING was? read on...
ok, enough about school, the church youth ministry beach outing was finally carried out, and everything went well, weather was good, people did not get lost ther in sentosa, no injuries, really have to thank God... some of them were naughty lah, but other than that everything else went fine... last week had a SY monthly meeting, went alright, had a review on the beach outing... Tell you the truth, i am starting to get real tired of this council thing... getting demoralised, no encouragements, and all those stuff, people kinda take advantage of my kindness, sometimes i wanna flare up, but i know i should not, not that i cannot, i can, but it is not rite i think... flaring up at the youths cause of their attitude will either make or break them... even within the council, the thing some people say, or the way some people do stuff just makes me feel like backing out... am i just stressed? or is this wad i really am feeling? i guess i just have to trust more in the Lord even as i continue to serve Him, and be constantly reminded that i am serving Him, and not men...
haha, i finally got to get onto the driver's seat today, had my first driving lesson, so cool, picture this, Alex Tang, driving? haha, can u imagine? so darn cool, cant wait to pass it... lol... yes, i stalled the engine many times... pray that by the next lesson, will not stall it too many times... cant wait to drive to school, den see all my classmates needing to walk up the hill in the school all the way, lol, den i will drive up the hill, so easily, den laugh at them... ok, maybe i will drive my good friends around the school in the car... muahahaha....
Yesterday i heard through the news that London got bombed at 5 places and was quite serious, very bloody... can u imagine? if that were to happen to Singapore? where will we be now? still alive and kicking? going to school as per normal? injured a little? injured badly and lying in the hospital bed, if there is still a hospital? in paradise? in heaven? in hell? where will we be? wad are we doing on earth? all that evil? i do not hate the terrorists, after all, i bet most of them do that not cause of loyalty to their country, but to sacrifice themselves to earn money for the families... like i was saying, i do not hate them, but wad i hate the act of them bombing up the places(which is wad everyone should hate too)... why are there so many bombings? so much terror? is the world coming to an end? like the book of Revelations predicts so? as when all the trouble will come... i dunno? issit true? i should start evangelising...
Somehow i wonder, i have been through many "best friends", but i realise one thing about these "best friends" that i had... they dun seem to give me their time... i dun see any trace of commitment in them, no matter how much i try, it doesnt work, they dun seem to give me back their commitment... What i am speaking here is from the bottom of my heart, and i dunno how to solve it, should i just forget about that friendship? should i try to find a new one? What should i do? tell me?
I need someone, someone to love, someone that cares, i need a best friend... i'm desperate... who can raise his/her hand?
ok, i will end this post with that message, wish all of u a good day/night... God Bless!!!
Gym so far is good, not going that often now cause very very very super duper busy... anyway, will be going tomorrow in the morning again... finally completed the synopsis for the IEF project and handed in liao... that is a super killer, and that was wad made me super busy, i tell u, that is a super crazy subject... really pray that i wont fail this, hope can get an AD for it, haha, cause the teacher say that if get an A, they will automatically push up to AD, so i aim for AD... i will be damn Happy lor... anyway, i got a good teacher for my IEF, Miss Koh Poh Tee, another teacher that i truly respect through my years of education... the first was Mr Kelvin Lim from primary school, second was Mrs Jeanette Wee from Secondary school, and i think from poly, it will be Miss Koh Poh Tee (the third one) these three teachers, i respect because they know wad they are teaching, and they care...
Havent completely completed ief project, cause still have to do presentation... where we will have to wear really formal...anyway, thats after common tests... and i just realised there is a sudden pop-up of projects, can u imagine, my whole group stayed in school till 9pm in the library to research for ief synopsis for about 2 to 3 days man... that is crazy... suddenly 3 projects appeared out of nowhere... shocked man... and all of them have to be handed in within 2 weeks after the common tests week, hmm, will have to rush that right after the tests den... talking about tests, next week will be my study break, but tt doesnt mean i will have time to go out have fun, haha, going to study like mad dog next week, got lotsa things still gotta figure out, about the accounting, the international economics and other stuff... haiz... May God help me!!!
Campus crusade is still ok so far, my wednesdays, thursdays and fridays are taken up by crusade, wednesday my freshman DG, thursday my year 2 DG, friday my LIFE or SLT meeting... my freshman are superb man, and i really wanna give thanks to God for giving me such good freshman, Praise the Lord, i thought i was only gonna have like 2 or 3 freshman in my DG, but guess wad!!! i have another 4, which makes my DG have 7 members now, haha... and they are all so cool... went for LIFE meeting just now, was supposed to be the chairman for the AGM thingy, but benjamin took over cause i had SOMETHING on before that and was late... u wanna noe wad that SOMETHING was? read on...
ok, enough about school, the church youth ministry beach outing was finally carried out, and everything went well, weather was good, people did not get lost ther in sentosa, no injuries, really have to thank God... some of them were naughty lah, but other than that everything else went fine... last week had a SY monthly meeting, went alright, had a review on the beach outing... Tell you the truth, i am starting to get real tired of this council thing... getting demoralised, no encouragements, and all those stuff, people kinda take advantage of my kindness, sometimes i wanna flare up, but i know i should not, not that i cannot, i can, but it is not rite i think... flaring up at the youths cause of their attitude will either make or break them... even within the council, the thing some people say, or the way some people do stuff just makes me feel like backing out... am i just stressed? or is this wad i really am feeling? i guess i just have to trust more in the Lord even as i continue to serve Him, and be constantly reminded that i am serving Him, and not men...
haha, i finally got to get onto the driver's seat today, had my first driving lesson, so cool, picture this, Alex Tang, driving? haha, can u imagine? so darn cool, cant wait to pass it... lol... yes, i stalled the engine many times... pray that by the next lesson, will not stall it too many times... cant wait to drive to school, den see all my classmates needing to walk up the hill in the school all the way, lol, den i will drive up the hill, so easily, den laugh at them... ok, maybe i will drive my good friends around the school in the car... muahahaha....
Yesterday i heard through the news that London got bombed at 5 places and was quite serious, very bloody... can u imagine? if that were to happen to Singapore? where will we be now? still alive and kicking? going to school as per normal? injured a little? injured badly and lying in the hospital bed, if there is still a hospital? in paradise? in heaven? in hell? where will we be? wad are we doing on earth? all that evil? i do not hate the terrorists, after all, i bet most of them do that not cause of loyalty to their country, but to sacrifice themselves to earn money for the families... like i was saying, i do not hate them, but wad i hate the act of them bombing up the places(which is wad everyone should hate too)... why are there so many bombings? so much terror? is the world coming to an end? like the book of Revelations predicts so? as when all the trouble will come... i dunno? issit true? i should start evangelising...
Somehow i wonder, i have been through many "best friends", but i realise one thing about these "best friends" that i had... they dun seem to give me their time... i dun see any trace of commitment in them, no matter how much i try, it doesnt work, they dun seem to give me back their commitment... What i am speaking here is from the bottom of my heart, and i dunno how to solve it, should i just forget about that friendship? should i try to find a new one? What should i do? tell me?
I need someone, someone to love, someone that cares, i need a best friend... i'm desperate... who can raise his/her hand?
ok, i will end this post with that message, wish all of u a good day/night... God Bless!!!
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