I'm sad, i'm depressed, i'm broken to pieces like a glass which fell from my hand to the hard rocky ground, like an egg which is thrown against the wall testing whether it will break or not... can u feel my pain? argh...

3 blows, i got 3 blows today... ief presentation sucked... ief test result sucked... om test result sucked... so many things was not right today... wads wrong with me? why am i pissing people off? why does ppl not care? well only less than a handful of them do actually care, and i noe who... i will love you for that, may God Bless You...

I think its going to be over, i think it is going to end, i can see it, the end... the end of a relationship of 2 friends... 2 very good friends... though i dun want tt to happen... y must stuffs like this happen? i dun understand...

y must ppl be so arrogant? y cant ppl be peaceful? will that not make a better and good place and environment to live in? and they always ask for "WORLD PEACE" wad kinda bullshit crappy lame cowdung is that excuse to win some sorta contest like miss beauty? or wadeva... i dun care... i no longer do... i have a strong sense that, i have lost my feelings... i dunno how... i might have been influenced, i no longer care... well, maybe that little flame of caring is still there, in my heart... it can still light up brighter, i dunno how, i'm not gonna do it myself... i dunno how to...

i dun wanna live around ppl who makes me feel unwelcomed, or uncomfortable, yes i noe that sometimes in life, we have to face this, and we have to learn this now... but everything has an extent... sometimes, unneccessary tension should be cut off... oh well...

I wanna cry...