sad...i'm sad... cause my friends are sad, or rather, my mentor is... he's pissed...
well, there are so many things tt, one person alone cannot do, it takes 2 hands to clap, so many ppl i noe, i just cannot understand y they dun understand this concept, even if they do, they make a fun out of it. some people just dun want to cooperate, i mean, wads the freaking problem? i'm sorry if i have to use such harsh words, but really, y cant ppl just cooperate?
i am the chairman of the senior youth council, yea, so what? i cant even control a small bunch of ppl, i sucks...i admit it... but it really takes time for me to adjust, and this is the fact that ppl gotta realise, its not an overnight thing. I thought i would only encounter this in school, be it in my sec school or now, but no, in my church too... it saddens me...it really does...
Talked to adora just now and she shared alot of how she feels about the youth ministry and i totally agree with her, looks like i gotta bring this up in my next meeting. adora, i promise this will change... but it will take time...
todae was the bb gb enrolment, SY cater food and supposed to mingle with the bb gb ppl, i instructed SY to do so, in the end? i doubt anyone did... i admit i also nv do, but i was running around making sure everything was in order, bringing ppl to the encounter lounge. I guess my words just completely fell into oblivion.
I wanna thank alvin for helping me alot, lawrence also, people like pokmun, daolin, and anyone else who actually help with any part watsoever in the event. But remember, All glory and honour must be given back to God...
Though i have many complaints, its time i counted my blessings, food was over-ordered, reminds me of the story of Jesus where just a few loaves of bread and some fish was enough to feed thousands, sorry, i forgotten exactly how many loaves of bread and fish... thank God there was enough food... another thing i ought to thank God for is that i lasted throughout, thank God the timing went well, smoothly, thank God there were no accidents, thank God there were no complaints, thank God the food had no poison, haha, thank God for alvin, that he really helped me out alot... and i mean alot, before the whole thing started even...yea...
I just wanna say that, though i complain about the youths not helping, and the youth ministry not having unity and all that stuff, in the end, its not about me or u, really, its all about u and God, u have to rely on God's help, u cannot do anything on ur own, trust me... u'll die... Alvin, u are going through a time of trial that maybe God might have put in place for u, this will not only test ur strength, and willpower, but will increase them, decreasing weaknesses, increasing trust in the Lord, remember, without Him, u are nothing... so, always place Him first, this is not meant for just Alvin, but ALL my friends, or whoever is reading this now...
hmm... i took one whole hour to write this entry, hope my friends will learn something from this...
***In God, We Trust***
well, there are so many things tt, one person alone cannot do, it takes 2 hands to clap, so many ppl i noe, i just cannot understand y they dun understand this concept, even if they do, they make a fun out of it. some people just dun want to cooperate, i mean, wads the freaking problem? i'm sorry if i have to use such harsh words, but really, y cant ppl just cooperate?
i am the chairman of the senior youth council, yea, so what? i cant even control a small bunch of ppl, i sucks...i admit it... but it really takes time for me to adjust, and this is the fact that ppl gotta realise, its not an overnight thing. I thought i would only encounter this in school, be it in my sec school or now, but no, in my church too... it saddens me...it really does...
Talked to adora just now and she shared alot of how she feels about the youth ministry and i totally agree with her, looks like i gotta bring this up in my next meeting. adora, i promise this will change... but it will take time...
todae was the bb gb enrolment, SY cater food and supposed to mingle with the bb gb ppl, i instructed SY to do so, in the end? i doubt anyone did... i admit i also nv do, but i was running around making sure everything was in order, bringing ppl to the encounter lounge. I guess my words just completely fell into oblivion.
I wanna thank alvin for helping me alot, lawrence also, people like pokmun, daolin, and anyone else who actually help with any part watsoever in the event. But remember, All glory and honour must be given back to God...
Though i have many complaints, its time i counted my blessings, food was over-ordered, reminds me of the story of Jesus where just a few loaves of bread and some fish was enough to feed thousands, sorry, i forgotten exactly how many loaves of bread and fish... thank God there was enough food... another thing i ought to thank God for is that i lasted throughout, thank God the timing went well, smoothly, thank God there were no accidents, thank God there were no complaints, thank God the food had no poison, haha, thank God for alvin, that he really helped me out alot... and i mean alot, before the whole thing started even...yea...
I just wanna say that, though i complain about the youths not helping, and the youth ministry not having unity and all that stuff, in the end, its not about me or u, really, its all about u and God, u have to rely on God's help, u cannot do anything on ur own, trust me... u'll die... Alvin, u are going through a time of trial that maybe God might have put in place for u, this will not only test ur strength, and willpower, but will increase them, decreasing weaknesses, increasing trust in the Lord, remember, without Him, u are nothing... so, always place Him first, this is not meant for just Alvin, but ALL my friends, or whoever is reading this now...
hmm... i took one whole hour to write this entry, hope my friends will learn something from this...
***In God, We Trust***
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