For todae, i am just going to write an extract which my mentor gave me in the form of a card i think about a month ago... which i find really meaningful and tells of my character alot...

The Final Analysis

People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of haveing selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Suceed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destrpy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomrrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you have anyway.

You see, in the final analysis,

it is between you and God;

I was never between you and them anyway...

I feel this might be useful for some of u, my friends... u might think people are taking u for granted, u think if u do good, people will laugh at u, for being a goody goody... but NO... dun have that mindset, it is really between YOU and GOD in the end... not about anyone else...

This might even answer some of the questions my friends ask me like, why did u not stand up for ur rights? or y did u not fight back? or, y did u just let it be? y did u just keep quiet about the whole thing? U ask me, issit worth it, i say, yes, it is... trust me, it is...

In the end, u really have to give an account of your whole life to God...