Saturday, January 15, 2005

ahh...woke up quite late todae cause was very tired yesterday... came back from campus crusade quite late... reached home, switched on my lappy, bathed, den laid on my bed, supposedly to rest a little, eventually slept, leaving my lappy, room lights switched on...tt was at 12... den at 3am, dunno how, but i just woke up for no reason, and saw lappy and lights switched on... i was like... oh no... waste electricity...haha...

this afternoon, went out to Specialist centre with my family to buy stuffs... den i went to church for choir pratice... it was good... after tt was Youth council meeting... haha... this kinda turned out to be the highlight of the day...y? cause the adults leaders chose me to be the Chairman of the youth council...of course, i was shocked, but happy, and i will do my best for this task...guess they saw potential in me...=) i suddenly realised that i am beginning to be a leader in quite alot of things... Class rep in school, group leaders in almost all my projects, Council Chairman in church, i feel kinda strained up, no air space to breathe...

When coming home on the mrt just now... i dunno y i suddenly thought of a girl from my church... who i think i kinda like...or rather a crush on... shes in sec 4, and shes tan... i like tanned ppl...haha...oh well...hope shes not taken...lol...

haiz... i'm caught between a few situations now...and i have no idea how to solve them... some ppl from the campus crusade keep asking or rather, challenging me to go for the mission trips... but in my church, i have got to go for leader's training on alternate sundays and also, now tt i am chairman of the council, i have got to chair meetings on the first sundays... i wish people will understand my situation and dun put me in a tangled spot... of course i would like to experience a mission trip, cause i have nv gone for one, but it is soooo expensive...$2500... and i have got a responsibility here...

I tell u the truth, though my family are all Christians, my mother dun really like the idea of me joining Campus Crusade, cause she is scared tt the campus crusade turns out to be some cult group, but i keep assuring her tt its not...i even use friends from church who join campus crusade in other polys as an excuse... she still does not like the idea of me joining campus crusade... so u see, now i am scared of wad will happen if i ask her about the mission trip...haiz...oh well...and i am giving excuses to the campus crusade y i cannot go for the trip... wad to do Kor? wad to do? where are u? help me!!!

anyway, i will solve this matter sooner or later... for better or for worse... tomrrow i gotta go to church... early... and i havent bathed since i came home.. betta go now... byebye... cya all...

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